Post by Mistress Emma on Nov 17, 2006 0:23:41 GMT -5
The Special Two
I've hardly been outside my room in days,
'cause I don't feel that I deserve the sunshine's rays.
God, what's wrong with me? I can tell I love you, I can tell you're the one I'm waiting for.
But who are you? I don't know. And I'm the only one with I even small memory of you. Everyone else seems to think I'm just crazy.
Am I just crazy?
The darkness helped until the whiskey wore away,
And it was then I realise the conscience never fades.
Okay, this is getting ridiculous. I'm here, waiting for someone who no-one remembers and I'm not even sure he exists.
Even if you don't exist, I can't forgive myself for forgetting you.
When you're young you have this image of your life:
That you'll be scrupulous and one day even make a wife.
And you make boundaries you'd never dream to cross,
And if you happen to you wake completely lost.
Someone explain what's going on? I just suddenly woke up. And I have no idea where I am, and something's different. I don't know what.
But I will fight for you, be sure that
I will fight until we're the special two once again.
But it doesn't really matter now. I know there's you for me to come back to and I will come back. Even if you don't remember my name. Why is that? But I still love you Kairi. Don't forget that. Please?
And we will only need each other, we'll bleed together,
Our hands will not be taught to hold another's,
When we're the special two.
Sora! That's your name! I sound like I'm five years old. Okay, I've got to find you Sora. After all, I love you.
But it's been a year. Do you still love me?
And we could only see each other, we'll bleed together,
These arms will not be taught to need another,
Sora, I always loved you. Didn't look at another boy, even though I wasn't sure you existed (you do, I'm sure now). Can I be proud of myself for that? Probably not.
'Cause we were the special two.
I remember someone old once said to me:
Kairi, I'm going through all these worlds, for you. No matter what, you are always in my mind and in my dreams. And I will come back to you.
"That lies will lock you up with truth the only key."
But I was comfortable and warm inside my shell,
It was odd to be told I had been sleeping for a year... Even I'm not lazy... But they said something about memories.
Life stopped making sense a long time ago.
And couldn't see this place would soon become my hell.
So is it better to tell and hurt or lie to save their face?
Well I guess the answer is don't do it in the first place.
I feel like this is my fault. I should have jumped. Just jumped and gone looking for Riku with you, and I wouldn't be here and I wouldn't be kidnapped and I'd be with you. The most important bit.
I know I'm not deserving of your trust from you right now,
But if by chance you change your mind you know I will not let you down
'cause we were the special two, and we'll be again.
Sora, when I find you, I'll probably jump for joy. Or accidentally suffocate you with the strength of my hug. I'll just be so glad. I'll finally of found you. Are you coming?
Please... Hurry...
And we will only need each other, we'll bleed together,
Our hands will not be taught to hold another's,
When we're the special two.
I'm so sorry for leaving you Kairi. I hope you'll forgive me. Maybe I don't deserve it? I don't know.
And we can only see each other we'll bleed together,
These arms will not be taught to need another...
'cause we're the special two.
Kairi, I'm always with you. We are always with each other, that's not to be forgotten. Never.
I step outside my mind's eye's for a minute.
And I look over me like a doctor looking for disease,
Or something that could ease the pain.
Sora, I'm here. You're coming. I want to see you. In person, not in my dreams.
It's not that big of a wish.
But nothing cures the hurt you, you bring on by yourself,
Just remembering, just remembering how we were...
When we would only need each other, we'd breathe together,
I'm finally here. Finally with you. And Riku's here, we've found everyone. We're all together, even Roxas and Naminé. And we will be together everyday, like I said. You honestly think I'd ever let you go again?
Our hands would not be taught to hold another's,
We were the special two.
And we could only see each other, we'd bleed together,
So so long. Such a long search. But it doesn't matter with you here in my arms, I love you. Why can't I say that? Oh well, again, it doesn't matter.
Not much matters now.
These arms would not be taught to need another,
Finally. We won't get separated again.
'Cause we're the special two.
You're the most special person ever to me, and I won't let you go again.
I've hardly been outside my room in days,
'cause I don't feel that I deserve the sunshine's rays.
God, what's wrong with me? I can tell I love you, I can tell you're the one I'm waiting for.
But who are you? I don't know. And I'm the only one with I even small memory of you. Everyone else seems to think I'm just crazy.
Am I just crazy?
The darkness helped until the whiskey wore away,
And it was then I realise the conscience never fades.
Okay, this is getting ridiculous. I'm here, waiting for someone who no-one remembers and I'm not even sure he exists.
Even if you don't exist, I can't forgive myself for forgetting you.
When you're young you have this image of your life:
That you'll be scrupulous and one day even make a wife.
And you make boundaries you'd never dream to cross,
And if you happen to you wake completely lost.
Someone explain what's going on? I just suddenly woke up. And I have no idea where I am, and something's different. I don't know what.
But I will fight for you, be sure that
I will fight until we're the special two once again.
But it doesn't really matter now. I know there's you for me to come back to and I will come back. Even if you don't remember my name. Why is that? But I still love you Kairi. Don't forget that. Please?
And we will only need each other, we'll bleed together,
Our hands will not be taught to hold another's,
When we're the special two.
Sora! That's your name! I sound like I'm five years old. Okay, I've got to find you Sora. After all, I love you.
But it's been a year. Do you still love me?
And we could only see each other, we'll bleed together,
These arms will not be taught to need another,
Sora, I always loved you. Didn't look at another boy, even though I wasn't sure you existed (you do, I'm sure now). Can I be proud of myself for that? Probably not.
'Cause we were the special two.
I remember someone old once said to me:
Kairi, I'm going through all these worlds, for you. No matter what, you are always in my mind and in my dreams. And I will come back to you.
"That lies will lock you up with truth the only key."
But I was comfortable and warm inside my shell,
It was odd to be told I had been sleeping for a year... Even I'm not lazy... But they said something about memories.
Life stopped making sense a long time ago.
And couldn't see this place would soon become my hell.
So is it better to tell and hurt or lie to save their face?
Well I guess the answer is don't do it in the first place.
I feel like this is my fault. I should have jumped. Just jumped and gone looking for Riku with you, and I wouldn't be here and I wouldn't be kidnapped and I'd be with you. The most important bit.
I know I'm not deserving of your trust from you right now,
But if by chance you change your mind you know I will not let you down
'cause we were the special two, and we'll be again.
Sora, when I find you, I'll probably jump for joy. Or accidentally suffocate you with the strength of my hug. I'll just be so glad. I'll finally of found you. Are you coming?
Please... Hurry...
And we will only need each other, we'll bleed together,
Our hands will not be taught to hold another's,
When we're the special two.
I'm so sorry for leaving you Kairi. I hope you'll forgive me. Maybe I don't deserve it? I don't know.
And we can only see each other we'll bleed together,
These arms will not be taught to need another...
'cause we're the special two.
Kairi, I'm always with you. We are always with each other, that's not to be forgotten. Never.
I step outside my mind's eye's for a minute.
And I look over me like a doctor looking for disease,
Or something that could ease the pain.
Sora, I'm here. You're coming. I want to see you. In person, not in my dreams.
It's not that big of a wish.
But nothing cures the hurt you, you bring on by yourself,
Just remembering, just remembering how we were...
When we would only need each other, we'd breathe together,
I'm finally here. Finally with you. And Riku's here, we've found everyone. We're all together, even Roxas and Naminé. And we will be together everyday, like I said. You honestly think I'd ever let you go again?
Our hands would not be taught to hold another's,
We were the special two.
And we could only see each other, we'd bleed together,
So so long. Such a long search. But it doesn't matter with you here in my arms, I love you. Why can't I say that? Oh well, again, it doesn't matter.
Not much matters now.
These arms would not be taught to need another,
Finally. We won't get separated again.
'Cause we're the special two.
You're the most special person ever to me, and I won't let you go again.