Post by Mistress Emma on Sept 11, 2006 6:35:58 GMT -5
I was seriously emo thinking about all this... I read it, and I hate my life.
"Faded"
You never take
Take the time to really look
Look at the one
The one I really am
And who’s that anyway? I have no idea who I am, they have no idea who I am. Too confusing. Gah.
You try to fit
To fit me in a perfect box
Yes. You all make me out to be the person you think the class unpopular kid should be. And god, I hate it.
You let me slip between the cracks
No-one seems to have noticed, I’ve being falling, falling, falling all these years. I guess it’s hard to pick up on.
Now I've faded
into someone else
This is changing me, and I don’t like it. Take the girl in prep. Take me now. I shouldn’t have changed so much. Social situations do more than you think.
Made me someone I don't wanna be
I hate it when I have my emo fits, but I can’t help it. I feel like Mickey felt in Doctor Who. “Tin Dog,” isn’t really an apt term like it was for him, but something similar.
Yeah I'm faded
My true colour's gone
It’s gone there anyway. The weirdest thing is, that if I had born 2 years earlier on the other side of the world I’d be happier. Most of the friends I can only really trust live in Canada, Ireland, or the U.S.A. The only one I truly trust here is Monique.
Like a picture nobody sees
I'll bet you don't
Don't even know my favourite song
You tell me how
How I should wear my hair
You wanna change
Everything I ever was
My enemies are scared of me and shout “Ew Emma germs Germ Lock!” whenever I come within a foot of them. But my friends are worse, I’m always either being told to be different, excluded, or being yelled at.
That’s not proper friendship, I’m sure.
Try to erase me
Till I'm not there
I know they bitch behind my back. I mean, Monique told me they did. Plus, I’ve heard Rosie bitch behind everybody else’s back (Vanshika, Lauren, Kirthana...). Why not me?
Now I've faded
Into someone else
Made me someone I don't wanna be
I’m so sick of living this life. I so sick of being humiliated, being victim to unrequited love, having a sick mother, and being so worried about myself. Does that some it all up?
Yeah I'm faded
My true colour's gone
Like a picture nobody sees
Now I've faded
Like I never was
Till I don't even know myself
I’ve changed more drastically this year than any other. Some for the good and some for the bad. But I’m definitely not who I used to be.
Yeah I'm faded
Into what you want
But I'm not takin' it too well
I give up to easily and become miserable like they want me to. And I hate myself for it. But I can’t do anything else.
I don't wanna be your little picture perfect pretty girl
Who's got nothing to say
I'm not gonna wait around
Let you run my whole life down
I feel so out of control, floating away...
So you can watch me fade away
(Faded, Faded)
You try to fit
Fit me in your perfect box
Have I been put into a little “role,” in everyone’s lives. I think so.
(Faded, Faded)
You try to fit
Fit me in your perfect box
You try to fit
I just made mistakes that made it this way, and now I can’t make up. It’s all my fault.
Fit me in a perfect box
You let me slip between the cracks
I don’t even think anyone’s noticed I’m falling. Even those on the llama land, they have to keep up with Laura being so emo, and they have trouble spotting me falling away.
Now I've faded
Into someone else
Made me someone I don't wanna be
Yeah I'm faded
My true colour's gone
I’m so not what I used to be. Well, sometimes I am. Sometimes I’m still the happy-go-lucky girl that grins all the time. But, there’s another side now.
Like a picture nobody sees
Now I've faded
Like I never was
Till I don't even know myself
Yeah I'm faded
Into what you want
But I'm not takin' it too well
This all depresses me so much. Maybe I’m just over reacting? Maybe it’s not as bad as I think?
I Faded
(Faded, hated, slippin' away as I disappear in the dark)
I Faded
(Faded, hated, so far away from who I was at the start)
I hate changing for the worse. I hate being stuck inside this rut.
Faded, hated, slippin' away as I disappear in the dark
Faded, hated, so far away from who I was at the start
I guess that’s what happens when you’ve been taunted and hated for 6 years.
"Faded"
You never take
Take the time to really look
Look at the one
The one I really am
And who’s that anyway? I have no idea who I am, they have no idea who I am. Too confusing. Gah.
You try to fit
To fit me in a perfect box
Yes. You all make me out to be the person you think the class unpopular kid should be. And god, I hate it.
You let me slip between the cracks
No-one seems to have noticed, I’ve being falling, falling, falling all these years. I guess it’s hard to pick up on.
Now I've faded
into someone else
This is changing me, and I don’t like it. Take the girl in prep. Take me now. I shouldn’t have changed so much. Social situations do more than you think.
Made me someone I don't wanna be
I hate it when I have my emo fits, but I can’t help it. I feel like Mickey felt in Doctor Who. “Tin Dog,” isn’t really an apt term like it was for him, but something similar.
Yeah I'm faded
My true colour's gone
It’s gone there anyway. The weirdest thing is, that if I had born 2 years earlier on the other side of the world I’d be happier. Most of the friends I can only really trust live in Canada, Ireland, or the U.S.A. The only one I truly trust here is Monique.
Like a picture nobody sees
I'll bet you don't
Don't even know my favourite song
You tell me how
How I should wear my hair
You wanna change
Everything I ever was
My enemies are scared of me and shout “Ew Emma germs Germ Lock!” whenever I come within a foot of them. But my friends are worse, I’m always either being told to be different, excluded, or being yelled at.
That’s not proper friendship, I’m sure.
Try to erase me
Till I'm not there
I know they bitch behind my back. I mean, Monique told me they did. Plus, I’ve heard Rosie bitch behind everybody else’s back (Vanshika, Lauren, Kirthana...). Why not me?
Now I've faded
Into someone else
Made me someone I don't wanna be
I’m so sick of living this life. I so sick of being humiliated, being victim to unrequited love, having a sick mother, and being so worried about myself. Does that some it all up?
Yeah I'm faded
My true colour's gone
Like a picture nobody sees
Now I've faded
Like I never was
Till I don't even know myself
I’ve changed more drastically this year than any other. Some for the good and some for the bad. But I’m definitely not who I used to be.
Yeah I'm faded
Into what you want
But I'm not takin' it too well
I give up to easily and become miserable like they want me to. And I hate myself for it. But I can’t do anything else.
I don't wanna be your little picture perfect pretty girl
Who's got nothing to say
I'm not gonna wait around
Let you run my whole life down
I feel so out of control, floating away...
So you can watch me fade away
(Faded, Faded)
You try to fit
Fit me in your perfect box
Have I been put into a little “role,” in everyone’s lives. I think so.
(Faded, Faded)
You try to fit
Fit me in your perfect box
You try to fit
I just made mistakes that made it this way, and now I can’t make up. It’s all my fault.
Fit me in a perfect box
You let me slip between the cracks
I don’t even think anyone’s noticed I’m falling. Even those on the llama land, they have to keep up with Laura being so emo, and they have trouble spotting me falling away.
Now I've faded
Into someone else
Made me someone I don't wanna be
Yeah I'm faded
My true colour's gone
I’m so not what I used to be. Well, sometimes I am. Sometimes I’m still the happy-go-lucky girl that grins all the time. But, there’s another side now.
Like a picture nobody sees
Now I've faded
Like I never was
Till I don't even know myself
Yeah I'm faded
Into what you want
But I'm not takin' it too well
This all depresses me so much. Maybe I’m just over reacting? Maybe it’s not as bad as I think?
I Faded
(Faded, hated, slippin' away as I disappear in the dark)
I Faded
(Faded, hated, so far away from who I was at the start)
I hate changing for the worse. I hate being stuck inside this rut.
Faded, hated, slippin' away as I disappear in the dark
Faded, hated, so far away from who I was at the start
I guess that’s what happens when you’ve been taunted and hated for 6 years.